i watched soul eater's last episode today. i really want them to do another series. well, it was a good ending, everything was alright, everyone was alive, but that isn't enough to satisfy me. i like romance... i wish soul have kissed maka, or something like that. anyway, one of my favourites anime. 5/5, great story.
tomorrow i'll try to be with J again. i want to go to a little forest, but i don't know if it  is dangerous to go there. i'll ask her to go with me and then we'll see if it is safe to go there. nowadays, there's a lot of scary people on the streets. and to go to that little forest we need to pass by some dangerous looking people.
i'm so mad... i still have 20GB limited internet. what the hell is going on? i need to talk to my sister to see if she can solve this. 
 

a little something to make me smile.

so hot. i can't stand to be outside. all windows are closed, so the house seems a little colder. need more summer clothes.
tomorrow i'm not going to have my english class, because my teacher is in wales with everybody. so i can sleep one more hour. i have company home. so i won't feel so alone. oh, and i had a 18 on my philosophy test. and my teacher is going to say my final mark. i hope i get an 18 in the end of the term.
natacha's birthday is today and i don't have money to text her. i'll have to ask my mom to use her cellphone. i have to say something to her, or she will never speak to me again. (as usually)

they're probably having the time of their lives in wales. creating good memories, having fun, laughing. i'm not part of that sweet memories, but i'm happy for them. i really am. when they come back, i'm going to meet with them, so they can tell me everything about the trip.
this week i only have few close friends in school. i'm going to feel a little bit lonely but i'll try to have fun. i will have fun. because it's the last week before school break. and i have a lot to study for my math and geography exams in june.

aw, i have the cutest friends ever. R and J invited me for lunch this friday. saturday they're going to wales, so they want to have fun with me before they go. so cute. it made me really happy. i know it will be lonely without them, but i'll try my best to have fun.
addicted to japanese streets.com again. some people have the coolest style ever. it fun to watch their outfits.

it was awesome!
me and my friends got there around 4pm. we met mafalda and marina there, and layed down on the grass for a while. we got up and bought some drinks. then, we sat on the grass drinking, singing, laughing and had a lot of fun. later me and a friend of mine start feeling funny and went to the wc. i thrown up and she helped me. i forced myself to do it because i was seeing everything going round and round. marina was feeling really bad and i took her to the wc too. and i helped her. the wc closed because of her.
the concert started at 10pm and we were fine so we danced and had a lot of fun. i was really tired when we were walking to the bus stop, we had to walk so much because the metro were full of people. when we got on the bus i slept on jessica's shoulder.
i'm gonna miss this guys so much. next week they're all going to Wales on a school trip. i'm so sad i couldn't pay 910€ to go. i hope they have fun and don't forget about me.
 

i got an 19 and an 18,5 on two english tests. finally. my marks had been really bad and i needed something to give me power for my studies. if i can get this on a english test i can get it on any test (i hope). i really have to study and to work hard! but it's so hard to study and sleep well. i'm really sleepy and tired today. i can't sleep at night, and when i want to sleep i have to get up and go to school.
two more weeks and all my friends are going to wales. now i feel happy for them, and not angry or jealous. i like them so i want them to have fun. it's sad that i can't go with them, but it's okay.

i've finished cleaning up my room. it looks so cute and clean. i wonder how many days it will stay that way. i'm a little messy, because i don't feel like puting things on the right places. but when i feel like cleaning, i do a great job. my room looks really cute.
i want to paint a wall of my room. i want it pink, or red. and i want to buy some colorful things to decorate my room! i want to change it and keep it clean. i want to have a girly room. and i want my room to suit me. so i'm gonna buy some anime figures. i always wanted a collection and i think it's time to start buying one , starting with chobits, lucky star. ♥ and then, haruhi suzumiya.
i started watching suzumiya haruhi no yuutsu yesterday, because i wanted to see why people like that anime so much. and i fell in love with it! it's really cool, and i like haruhi so much. i also started watching because a friend of mine told me not to watch because it sucks. she was so wrong ...
maybe, i'll turn my lj friends only. i don't want my classmates to read it...

how would you feel if all your friends were going to a school trip and you couldn't go? i'm trying to feel happy for them, but i want to go too. i know how they are, how we are, they're not gonna stop talking about that stupid trip for 2 months. i'm so depressed. i really want to create some good memories with them in a trip like that, but my mom has no 890€ to pay it. so i can't go. there's nothing i can do, right? so there's no need to be thinking about that. well, i'm gonna miss them. i'll try to have fun in portugal while they're in wales. hm, wales is not that fun, is it?
 

at least, something new in my school. a talent show, with magic, humour and guitars. i had so much fun! there were some people who can really sing, i was surprised. and the guy i like played the guitar so well. i felt like i was in a manga. a friend of mine painted my nails in philosophy class. it was his first time and he sucked at it. but he tried hard.

the nails he painted.

my life has been really good these days. me and my friends have a great friendship and i couldn't be more happier. i'm not really the social type of girl, so i don't know what to say or what to talk about sometimes, and that makes me feel weird. but i feel good when i'm with my friends anyway.
i don't have nothing interesting to talk about. because my life is so boring. all i do is go to school, watch anime, read manga online, and sleep. i sleep a lot. i sleep too much. and i need to study. but first i'm going to watch itazura na kiss and lovely complex.
 

school starts tomorrow. i'm excited. i wan to see my classmates again and have fun. i always think that nobody miss me or remeber me when i'm not with them. but that's not true. i'm just too insecure. i have friends who love me. and i'm happy to have them.
i've been learning japanese by myself, and i think i did a good job. i understand a lot of things now. i love to learn new things and new languages. but it's so annoying that my talk now! cd-rom isn't working.

 

perfect night yesterday! jessica, pedro, leticia and i went to a club named HK. i dressed up at jessica's and i had to come back home to get my ID. we got a taxi and got there half an hour earlier. we smoked and warmed up a little and at 12 pm we came in the club.
i danced so much , and had so much fun! i want to go there again.

24th February Orishas in Almada.

i'm going to buy some manga:
- lovely complex.
- one piece.
- junjou romantica.
- wallflower.
i want to start a manga collection because i've read a lot of it, but only online. i've chosen the series i like the most and i'll buy the books. ^^ lovely complex comes first.
i need money, fast.